I Love LIFE!
Saturday, November 5, 2011
Dream on, silly girl
First Time to Use Acrylic
Saturday, July 16, 2011
My Frosh Week in Mapua: A New Beginning
Thursday, June 30, 2011
Separated at Birth
I was just actually surfing the net to learn how to write like an architect - because my father told me to make myself comfortable with it as soon as possible - and I found this website. It's cool actually; I'm enjoying every bit of content in this website, not only this. ^_^
Tuesday, June 28, 2011
Caught in the Middle
When I was a child, my mother and I started to take Bible lessons from Jehovah's Witnesses. If am not mistaken, I was in my 4th grade in Elementary, so I was ten years old at that time. It went on and on and on, until it stopped but I never got the privilege to be baptized as one of their official member. I admit that their teachings have brought so many good things to me. I was not a usual teenager when compared to my batch mates in high school. If many of my batch mates back then would burn the midnight oil for text mates, web browsing and networking, online computer games, and electronics, I would be up til dawn finishing every bit of home works, activities, and extra-curricular stuffs. I was so dedicated to my studies because of the teachings of the Jehovah's Witnesses, because I have developed love and devotion towards Him.
My Bible studying was not continuous, why? It was because I passed on to different members and I guess, I also lost interest in it. But I never stopped praying day and night and reading the Bible everyday. I kept in touch with Him but not with them. I continued my life and didn't care about those doctrines they taught.
The time came when I fell in love. He is a Born-Again Christian and if you would ask me how I feel about him, I'd say I love him so much. He was the one who made me realize a lot of things, the only person who made me think so much. Despite the difference between our religious beliefs, we fell in love. The time came when I want him to see the religion unbiasedly. I thought that if we have the same belief, it would have been better. But he let me see another side of the religion. He showed a website showing the different discrepancy of the religion that I have never known before. I never thought of it before. After I read several articles, I was so shocked at those revelation...
I didn't know what to feel. So, I shut myself from any religious organization. I didn't want any of them and still I believed in God. Without their affiliation, I lived. And I had more time for myself since I have already graduated in high school. And what is my purpose for writing all of these? I don't know...maybe I'm just seeking for the truth, for what is real. I prayed to God to show me what is the truth, but He never showed me. What am I to believe in? Until now, I still don't know...
Friday, March 25, 2011
A Chain of Unwinding Events
Today is March 25, 2011, Friday, the day when my life begins again. It is a new life for me, that is. I want to start a new and I’m starting it now by updating all online social networks I belong to. For my whole life as a Senior, I have been really exhausted that I didn’t have time for things that I enjoy. I was so focused in my studies and in the School Publication which I have been handling since the start of July last year. From June 2010 to March 2011, I have exhausted my every effort to stay on top and I guess, I just made it, though the Valedictorian was not awarded to me. Just as Lightning McQueen said in the movie Cars, “It’s just an empty cup,” I say, “It’s just a title.” I accept it with my whole life. No regrets.
That incident before had made me even stronger. I won’t let one downfall take me down and disappointed. Instead, it will be the fountainhead of my success. There’s nothing wrong in facing failures. I admit that I was terribly hurt, but right now, I’m just happy of what I have. I’m the kind of person who knows how to be contented. But really, I give all my gratitude to those who helped me make it this far, to those who never left me, and to those who comforted me for my undertakings – especially my parents, teachers, and friends. I love you all!
This chain of events has left me for days crying; it left me exhausted and really undecided. But I don’t want to talk about it anymore. ^_^
It’s time to be happy, to enjoy, and to live. I made this blog to express myself and I really do hope this will work. So, just wait for my upcoming posts. ^^